I did a lot of personal development and I read a lot about in the last 5 years. I was always hearing „this is your life, if you don’t like something change it”. Most of the mentors spoke about their transformation, they speak about what changed their life how this change happened and so on. I was there to change myself. I was there to find my happiness. I was inspired by them.
I wrote some days ago on fb: to compete with others is tiresome, to compete with yourself is insanity. When I compete with others I sometimes win, sometimes lose but if I compete with myself a part of me is always loosing.
I decided I want to change myself, I want to compete myself, to be better. I tried, I wished, I changed and I failed miserably landing in the same feeling of not being good enough. I was driving a car I didn’t like, I didn’t trust and I was wishing to win the championship with. Is there somebody thinking it’s possible?
So, what’s next? … I’ll try 2 things. First is I don’t intend to change anything I will simply continue to walk and things will simply happen. Second, I am heading my dream, my vision but I am not rushing, am walking there, I want to live long and enjoy my life … and so shall it be!